What attracts you more, making visual things that look polished fast or really understanding how things work under the hood? Because depending on that, Python is still the most obvious choice to start with, but there are nuances.
Python works because when you write code it looks like what you were already thinking. You don't fight with syntax, and that leaves your brain free to understand actual programming concepts: variables, functions, loops, logic. After a couple weeks with Python, switching to another language becomes way less terrifying. What you learn about *how to think through* a program is what matters.
Now, here's the hack nobody probably told you about: instead of starting with boring exercises like "print numbers from 1 to 10," find a dumb project but something you actually care about. When I wanted to get started, instead of following generic tutorials, I made a script that counted how many kilometers I'd run in the week according to my notes in a file. It was silly, but I actually used it, kept adding features to it, and that keeps you motivated. The motivation of having something *that actually works* that you built yourself is way stronger than any textbook exercise.